Well many things have been happening at home. Honestly I hate going home, as a matter of a fact I really wanna move out. Well what can I do, no one to hear my sorrows. So i just had to write it down. Well somehow life just sucks even more now. Baby I hardly get to even talk an hour on the phone with you. Just wish I could. Well I don't like going to school anymore. I just hate everything now. Going to school is a FUCKING CHORE. Its like when I do well at it somehow it only benefits me in my future. OKAY. So what about now? Do I have to neglect you? I hate not being able to see you, I hate not being able to talk much to you. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I feel we are less and less close or something. WTF!?!?!?! I am feeling clueless now.

Well what the fuck lah really. Why can't I just stay in Ngee Ann Poly. Mother fuckers don't fucking understand ar chee bye. I love that school and it is the best school. Honestly baby sometimes when i miss you I will just take out the pictures we took and look at them. I just miss you so much right now. I dunno why I am like that but some songs really make me feel kinda emotional.

I love you baby. I will always be there to hold you through everything. :) <3




******I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last And be the one that got your back********

School has been fun recently. Well what to do. Life carries on. I felt kinda happy when school started this april, but now I am already missing you badly. I am going to join dragon boat as my cca. Monday I have to participate in a kayak racing orientation row. YEAH. Recently I have been going out with baby. She comes to find me at Temasek. Life not been on my side recently. So many things have been happening. I am just in a mess lah. Homework to hand in on monday and everything. I get scolded every single day. I don't seem to be doing anything right. What saddens me is when you say I am stupid. What makes my heartache is when you scold me saying I treat other girls nice. Well I do might treat them nice, its just being gentleman. But I TREAT BABY JOEY CHANTELLE CHEN SI JIN THE BEST BEST BEST BEST . They dont receive gifts from me. Neither are they given a card to spend all they want. I dont send them sweet messages, neither do I tuck them into sleep. There is a fine line differentiating you from that, you are the one I love:) I would only do all these for you----- hug you when you are feeling cold, cuddle you to sleep, hug you tightly, let you pinch, let you scold, act cute for you to see, shelter you from the rain and make sure you buy what you love and like. I will never abuse you nor would I defy you.

I dare swear never once in this relationship, I have betrayed you. Because no other girl will like me one lah. Only you got the worse taste in the world to love me. Hehe I love it when you hug my head when I lie on your lap haha. I love you patting my ass to sleep yay :) You got the worse taste in choosing looks lah, but you will always have the best taste in choosing the best hearted one:) No matter what I won't fall for any other girl, because I love you and I wanna be with you. i wanna marry you. OUUUUUU YEAH!!! :)

Love you Baby
Night night sweet dreams.
Sleep tight
Love you Love you Muackz Muackz Muackz!!!

From your fatty baby :)

To my surprise, some childish kiddo who called himself joshua hater posted this on my chatboard.

Do u think wear adiddas apparels very fucking cool.say until u like
big fuck.So what if u are rich.face ugly like fuck.got money use it for
cosmetic surgery please.and u say wad u went in looking normal and
cool.if u are cool.people will tell u.U dont think that u very
cool.siao.thought u very cool and hot?and ur dance is fucked up.

All i can say is this : you are utterly, hopelessly and seriously childish and ignorant, kid. To start with, i did not mention that i am 'cool' in any way whatsoever. What are you trying to imply here, that you cannot afford them? Cool, you think by tagging on my blog you can wreck and screw my xanga but guess what? People only end up knowing how poor this 'joshua hater' is. And pls, why shld i feel proud wearing adidas? It is not even a high end brand , to start with. I havent even shown you my LV wallet yet. And my HTC diamonds. I think you should approach a psychologist because i offically diagnose you with inferiority complex. Hope you get well soon! (: And who are you to call me ugly. I have a girlfriend like any other guy. Are you trying to say guys with no girlfriends are even uglier? If you don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend, you are fucking ugly, uglier than me. You are fucking being stereotypical instead of being objective, (if you know what that is, for someone like you who types 'your' as 'ur' and 'you' and 'u') . Lastly, stop being such a nosey parker and poking your nose into the affairs of others. Im not even flaunting my wealth to start with. Stop acting so winsome. Aww, you sound like a repudiated child, who is so deprived of ADIDAS (you cant even spell adidas, you spelt it as adiddas. Dont tell me you bought imitations all your life, your shoes, bags, and clothes are all spelt as adiddas). I sympathize with you deeply. Hah, you must be feeling so indignant now. Stop being so outrageous, your freedom of speech is unjustifiable.

Get-a-life.
(and now i'm a poor-guy hater)

Went school early in the morning, with sports attire. Adidas shoes, shorts and T- shirt. Adidas kid I thought to myself hahaha. Well after that I walked around the school and called ma lil' baby haha yeah. Chatted with her for an hour before reporting to class for activities. Was given the Temasek Engineering shirt haha. Then changed into it. I was called out for the mass dance. Headed to LT 28 for practice, yeah. What not dance dance dance then, lunchtime. Had vegetarian food haha. Thereafter cheer cheer cheer then head on down to the sports hall for ass dance competition. After mass dance competition, we all went to Bedok Reseviour for Regatta. Cheer and cheer. But in the end Engine School still lost lol stupid.

Anyway met Baby at Mushroom then went to Lavender Square for stingray dinner haha. We watched television together haha. So cool. Moni is super extremely cute haha, Chichimoni hug bolster haha. Yeah after that sent Baby home then, yeah head home. What the fuck can't I stay out longer, why the fuck do we have to go home. FUCK LAH GOING HOME JUST SUCKS. Spoils everything. I think hanging out for supper is like going to be so awesome. Baby next time round we hang out for supper hehe. stingray supper hahahahaha. Yeah.

Aight gotta be turning in now.

Nights Baby

Love you honey pie.

Haha freshie camp was kinda interesting. Went into class looking always normal. But yeah was nominated to become the representing dance couple ENGINE school. Haha I danced the chicken dance, shi shua shua dance and the mass dance. So dam bloody hot lah hahaha. Well its kinda cool, I made 4 new friends from other class. Kayla, Karl, Yi Ping and Zhen Wei. Well maybe I cant hang out with those in my class, but i can always hang out ith those outside my class hahaha.

Honestly I hate it when people show off their porn in class, please lah huh the porn movies I make are much much more turn on than what you watch online. Well you see I don't get what you are trying to achieve by showing me your louya porn haha. Anyway apart from that Alif was kinda nice to me. Sian guess I won't be ROWING for ENGINE school in tomorrows regatta. What the fuck!!! Because there are too many people interested in the regatta. Well what to do.

Anyway, I will get into PACESETTERS and dragon boat. Baby you will definitely be so proud of your boy haha.

Met Baby after camp for dinner. Sorry baby for the long wait alright!! Don't cry baby, I will love you love you yeah, don't worry I will never leave you alone k? Promise hehe. Love you love you muacks muacks muacks. Then went on to go for Wan Zhai. Yay fish porridge. After that baby walked around with me @ the park then cabbed home. Baby it sucks when you ave to leave me to go home lah. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Those fucks just can't give us peace. Honestly she should go fuck a lonely planet hahaha.

Love yo baby!!!